Category: poetry

  • Reading Brecht in Berlin

    The tattered cord
    can again become knotted.
    It holds
    but it is torn.

    Perhaps we’ll face
    each other again
    but there,
    where you left me,
    you’ll not meet me
    again.

    I’ve been in Berlin long enough to start reading Brecht for pleasure, although not in the original German.

    http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/the-tattered-cord-der-abgerissen-strick-translation-with-original-german/

  • The Dream Of Wearing Shorts Forever

    I love Les Murray’s poetry generally, but this is one of my favourites. Re-read it following “Short Cut to Unconcern
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  • My mind to me a kingdom is

    My mind to me a kingdom is;
    Such perfect joy therein I find
    That it excels all other bliss
    Which God or nature hath assign’d.
    Though much I want that most would have,
    Yet still my mind forbids to crave.

    No princely port, nor wealthy store,
    No force to win a victory,
    No wily wit to salve a sore,
    No shape to win a loving eye;
    To none of these I yield as thrall,–
    For why? my mind despise them all.

    I see that plenty surfeit oft,
    And hasty climbers soonest fall;
    I see that such as are aloft
    Mishap doth threaten most of all.
    These get with toil and keep with fear;
    Such cares my mind can never bear.

    I press to bear no haughty sway,
    I wish no more than may suffice,
    I do no more than well I may,
    Look, what I want my mind supplies.
    Lo ! thus I triumph like a king,
    My mind content with anything.

    I laugh not at another’s loss,
    Nor grudge not at another’s gain;
    No worldly waves my mind can toss;
    I brook that is another’s bane.
    I fear no foe, nor fawn on friend,
    I loathe not life, nor dread mine end.

    My wealth is health and perfect ease,
    And conscience clear my chief defence;
    I never seek by bribes to please,
    Nor by desert to give offence.
    Thus do I live, thus will I die,–
    Would all did so as well as I!

  • Call of the Wild


    Subaru in the snow, a photo by RaeAllen on Flickr.

    Have you gazed on naked grandeur where there’s nothing else to gaze on,
    Set pieces and drop-curtain scenes galore,
    Big mountains heaved to heaven, which the blinding sunsets blazon,
    Black canyons where the rapids rip and roar?
    Have you swept the visioned valley with the green stream streaking through it,
    Searched the Vastness for a something you have lost?
    Have you strung your soul to silence? Then for God’s sake go and do it;
    Hear the challenge, learn the lesson, pay the cost.

    Have you wandered in the wilderness, the sagebrush desolation,
    The bunch-grass levels where the cattle graze?
    Have you whistled bits of rag-time at the end of all creation,
    And learned to know the desert’s little ways?
    Have you camped upon the foothills, have you galloped o’er the ranges,
    Have you roamed the arid sun-lands through and through?
    Have you chummed up with the mesa? Do you know its moods and changes?
    Then listen to the Wild — it’s calling you.

    Have you known the Great White Silence, not a snow-gemmed twig aquiver?
    (Eternal truths that shame our soothing lies.)
    Have you broken trail on snowshoes? mushed your huskies up the river,
    Dared the unknown, led the way, and clutched the prize?
    Have you marked the map’s void spaces, mingled with the mongrel races,
    Felt the savage strength of brute in every thew?
    And though grim as hell the worst is, can you round it off with curses?
    Then hearken to the Wild — it’s wanting you.

    Have you suffered, starved and triumphed, groveled down, yet grasped at glory,
    Grown bigger in the bigness of the whole?
    “Done things” just for the doing, letting babblers tell the story,
    Seeing through the nice veneer the naked soul?
    Have you seen God in His splendors, heard the text that nature renders?
    (You’ll never hear it in the family pew.)
    The simple things, the true things, the silent men who do things —
    Then listen to the Wild — it’s calling you.

    They have cradled you in custom, they have primed you with their preaching,
    They have soaked you in convention through and through;
    They have put you in a showcase; you’re a credit to their teaching —
    But can’t you hear the Wild? — it’s calling you.
    Let us probe the silent places, let us seek what luck betide us;
    Let us journey to a lonely land I know.
    There’s a whisper on the night-wind, there’s a star agleam to guide us,
    And the Wild is calling, calling . . . let us go.

    “Call of the Wild” ~ Robert Service

  • Madness of men

    The madness of men,
    Is seldom acknowledged,
    And rarely appreciated.

  • A life lived later

    The word
    That defines my life:
    Later. Mine has been
    A life that will be lived later.

    ~ Anurag Mathur

  • Lifetimes seldom fill a hundred years

    I live far off in the wild
    Where moss and woods
    Are thick and plants perfumed
    I can see mountains rain or shine
    And never hear market noise
    I light a few leaves in my stove to heat tea
    To patch my robe I cut off a cloud
    Lifetimes seldom fill a hundred years
    Why suffer for profit and fame?

    ~ Stonehouse

  • The Man Watching

    I can tell by the way the trees beat, after
    so many dull days, on my worried windowpanes
    that a storm is coming,
    and I hear the far-off fields say things
    I can’t bear without a friend,
    I can’t love without a sister

    The storm, the shifter of shapes, drives on
    across the woods and across time,
    and the world looks as if it had no age:
    the landscape like a line in the psalm book,
    is seriousness and weight and eternity.

    What we choose to fight is so tiny!
    What fights us is so great!
    If only we would let ourselves be dominated
    as things do by some immense storm,
    we would become strong too, and not need names.

    When we win it’s with small things,
    and the triumph itself makes us small.
    What is extraordinary and eternal
    does not want to be bent by us.
    I mean the Angel who appeared
    to the wrestlers of the Old Testament:
    when the wrestler’s sinews
    grew long like metal strings,
    he felt them under his fingers
    like chords of deep music.

    Whoever was beaten by this Angel
    (who often simply declined the fight)
    went away proud and strengthened
    and great from that harsh hand,
    that kneaded him as if to change his shape.
    Winning does not tempt that man.
    This is how he grows: by being defeated, decisively,
    by constantly greater beings.

    ~ Rainer Maria Rilke

  • It Ain’t What You Do, It’s What It Does To You

    I have not bummed across America
    with only a dollar to spare, one pair
    of busted Levi’s and a bowie knife.
    I have lived with thieves in Manchester.

    I have not padded through the Taj Mahal,
    barefoot, listening to the space between
    each footfall picking up and putting down
    its print against the marble floor. But I

    skimmed flat stones across Black Moss on a day
    so still I could hear each set of ripples
    as they crossed. I felt each stone’s inertia
    spend itself against the water; then sink.

    I have not toyed with a parachute cord
    while perched on the lip of a light-aircraft;
    but I held the wobbly head of a boy
    at the day centre, and stroked his fat hands.

    And I guess that the tightness in the throat
    and the tiny cascading sensation
    somewhere inside us are both part of that
    sense of something else. That feeling, I mean.

    – Simon Armitage

  • Childe Roland to the Dark Tower came.

    My first thought was, he lied in every word,
    That hoary cripple, with malicious eye
    Askance to watch the working of his lie
    On mine, and mouth scarce able to afford
    Suppression of the glee that pursed and scored
    Its edge, at one more victim gained thereby.

    What else should he be set for, with his staff?
    What, save to waylay with his lies, ensnare
    All travellers who might find him posted there,
    And ask the road? I guessed what skull-like laugh
    Would break, what crutch ‘gin write my epitaph
    For pastime in the dusty thoroughfare,

    If at his counsel I should turn aside
    Into that ominous tract which, all agree,
    Hides the Dark Tower. Yet acquiescingly
    I did turn as he pointed: neither pride
    Nor hope rekindling at the end descried,
    So much as gladness that some end might be.

    For, what with my whole world-wide wandering,
    What with my search drawn out thro’ years, my hope
    Dwindled into a ghost not fit to cope
    With that obstreperous joy success would bring,
    I hardly tried now to rebuke the spring
    My heart made, finding failure in its scope.

    As when a sick man very near to death
    Seems dead indeed, and feels begin and end
    The tears and takes the farewell of each friend,
    And hears one bid the other go, draw breath
    Freelier outside (“since all is o’er,” he saith,
    “And the blow fallen no grieving can amend”;)

    While some discuss if near the other graves
    Be room enough for this, and when a day
    Suits best for carrying the corpse away,
    With care about the banners, scarves and staves:
    And still the man hears all, and only craves
    He may not shame such tender love and stay.

    Thus, I had so long suffered in this quest,
    Heard failure prophesied so oft, been writ
    So many times among “The Band”–to wit,
    The knights who to the Dark Tower’s search addressed
    Their steps–that just to fail as they, seemed best,
    And all the doubt was now–should I be fit?

    So, quiet as despair, I turned from him,
    That hateful cripple, out of his highway
    Into the path he pointed. All the day
    Had been a dreary one at best, and dim
    Was settling to its close, yet shot one grim
    Red leer to see the plain catch its estray.

    For mark! no sooner was I fairly found
    Pledged to the plain, after a pace or two,
    Than, pausing to throw backward a last view
    O’er the safe road, ’twas gone; grey plain all round:
    Nothing but plain to the horizon’s bound.
    I might go on; nought else remained to do.

    So, on I went. I think I never saw
    Such starved ignoble nature; nothing throve:
    For flowers–as well expect a cedar grove!
    But cockle, spurge, according to their law
    Might propagate their kind, with none to awe,
    You’d think; a burr had been a treasure-trove.

    No! penury, inertness and grimace,
    In some strange sort, were the land’s portion. “See
    Or shut your eyes,” said Nature peevishly,
    “It nothing skills: I cannot help my case:
    ‘Tis the Last Judgment’s fire must cure this place,
    Calcine its clods and set my prisoners free.”

    If there pushed any ragged thistle-stalk
    Above its mates, the head was chopped; the bents
    Were jealous else. What made those holes and rents
    In the dock’s harsh swarth leaves, bruised as to baulk
    All hope of greenness? ’tis a brute must walk
    Pashing their life out, with a brute’s intents.

    As for the grass, it grew as scant as hair
    In leprosy; thin dry blades pricked the mud
    Which underneath looked kneaded up with blood.
    One stiff blind horse, his every bone a-stare,
    Stood stupefied, however he came there:
    Thrust out past service from the devil’s stud!

    Alive? he might be dead for aught I know,
    With that red gaunt and colloped neck a-strain,
    And shut eyes underneath the rusty mane;
    Seldom went such grotesqueness with such woe;
    I never saw a brute I hated so;
    He must be wicked to deserve such pain.

    I shut my eyes and turned them on my heart.
    As a man calls for wine before he fights,
    I asked one draught of earlier, happier sights,
    Ere fitly I could hope to play my part.
    Think first, fight afterwards–the soldier’s art:
    One taste of the old time sets all to rights.

    Not it! I fancied Cuthbert’s reddening face
    Beneath its garniture of curly gold,
    Dear fellow, till I almost felt him fold
    An arm in mine to fix me to the place
    That way he used. Alas, one night’s disgrace!
    Out went my heart’s new fire and left it cold.

    Giles then, the soul of honour–there he stands
    Frank as ten years ago when knighted first.
    What honest men should dare (he said) he durst.
    Good–but the scene shifts–faugh! what hangman hands
    In to his breast a parchment? His own bands
    Read it. Poor traitor, spit upon and curst!

    Better this present than a past like that;
    Back therefore to my darkening path again!
    No sound, no sight as far as eye could strain.
    Will the night send a howlet or a bat?
    I asked: when something on the dismal flat
    Came to arrest my thoughts and change their train.

    A sudden little river crossed my path
    As unexpected as a serpent comes.
    No sluggish tide congenial to the glooms;
    This, as it frothed by, might have been a bath
    For the fiend’s glowing hoof–to see the wrath
    Of its black eddy bespate with flakes and spumes.

    So petty yet so spiteful! All along
    Low scrubby alders kneeled down over it;
    Drenched willows flung them headlong in a fit
    Of mute despair, a suicidal throng:
    The river which had done them all the wrong,
    Whate’er that was, rolled by, deterred no whit.

    Which, while I forded,–good saints, how I feared
    To set my foot upon a dead man’s cheek,
    Each step, or feel the spear I thrust to seek
    For hollows, tangled in his hair or beard!
    –It may have been a water-rat I speared,
    But, ugh! it sounded like a baby’s shriek.

    Glad was I when I reached the other bank.
    Now for a better country. Vain presage!
    Who were the strugglers, what war did they wage,
    Whose savage trample thus could pad the dank
    Soil to a plash? Toads in a poisoned tank,
    Or wild cats in a red-hot iron cage–

    The fight must so have seemed in that fell cirque.
    What penned them there, with all the plain to choose?
    No foot-print leading to that horrid mews,
    None out of it. Mad brewage set to work
    Their brains, no doubt, like galley-slaves the Turk
    Pits for his pastime, Christians against Jews.

    And more than that–a furlong on–why, there!
    What bad use was that engine for, that wheel,
    Or brake, not wheel–that harrow fit to reel
    Men’s bodies out like silk? with all the air
    Of Tophet’s tool, on earth left unaware,
    Or brought to sharpen its rusty teeth of steel.

    Then came a bit of stubbed ground, once a wood,
    Next a marsh, it would seem, and now mere earth
    Desperate and done with; (so a fool finds mirth,
    Makes a thing and then mars it, till his mood
    Changes and off he goes!) within a rood–
    Bog, clay and rubble, sand and stark black dearth.

    Now blotches rankling, coloured gay and grim,
    Now patches where some leanness of the soil’s
    Broke into moss or substances like boils;
    Then came some palsied oak, a cleft in him
    Like a distorted mouth that splits its rim
    Gaping at death, and dies while it recoils.

    And just as far as ever from the end!
    Nought in the distance but the evening, nought
    To point my footstep further! At the thought,
    A great black bird, Apollyon’s bosom-friend,
    Sailed past, nor beat his wide wing dragon-penned
    That brushed my cap–perchance the guide I sought.

    For, looking up, aware I somehow grew,
    ‘Spite of the dusk, the plain had given place
    All round to mountains–with such name to grace
    Mere ugly heights and heaps now stolen in view.
    How thus they had surprised me,–solve it, you!
    How to get from them was no clearer case.

    Yet half I seemed to recognise some trick
    Of mischief happened to me, God knows when–
    In a bad dream perhaps. Here ended, then,
    Progress this way. When, in the very nick
    Of giving up, one time more, came a click
    As when a trap shuts–you’re inside the den!

    Burningly it came on me all at once,
    This was the place! those two hills on the right,
    Crouched like two bulls locked horn in horn in fight;
    While to the left, a tall scalped mountain . . . Dunce,
    Dotard, a-dozing at the very nonce,
    After a life spent training for the sight!

    What in the midst lay but the Tower itself?
    The round squat turret, blind as the fool’s heart
    Built of brown stone, without a counterpart
    In the whole world. The tempest’s mocking elf
    Points to the shipman thus the unseen shelf
    He strikes on, only when the timbers start.

    Not see? because of night perhaps?–why, day
    Came back again for that! before it left,
    The dying sunset kindled through a cleft:
    The hills, like giants at a hunting, lay
    Chin upon hand, to see the game at bay,–
    “Now stab and end the creature–to the heft!”

    Not hear? when noise was everywhere! it tolled
    Increasing like a bell. Names in my ears
    Of all the lost adventurers my peers,–
    How such a one was strong, and such was bold,
    And such was fortunate, yet each of old
    Lost, lost! one moment knelled the woe of years.

    There they stood, ranged along the hillsides, met
    To view the last of me, a living frame
    For one more picture! in a sheet of flame
    I saw them and I knew them all. And yet
    Dauntless the slug-horn to my lips I set,
    And blew. “Childe Roland to the Dark Tower came.

    ~ Robert Browning(1855.)